Episode 6 – Goodbye, Reset or something new?

Well this has come out of the blue. Well, it hasn’t really. Ive been sitting on this post for some time, but I’ve only just decided to post it…with a bit of extra editing.

I don’t know what to do with this blog, I thought this was going to encourage me and make me determined about things, which it did but not enough. I mean I was determined to learn to drive again then pass (I passed my practical driving test by the way….sorry), it’s helped me with my writing skills (although the jury’s still out on that one), and also feel a gained some confidence too.

However all that aside, I feel I’m at a point where I don’t know what i should do with this blog, and I’m at a bit of a cross roads really. I don’t know if I should just walk away, or should I turn right and try again and make this something I would be proud of.

To be honest I’ve been at quite a few cross roads recently (not due to driving either) I’ve been a lot more critical about things and what I should do with my life and where to go. Whether I should stay in this job I’m currently in? Should I try a new endeavour? Should I find someone special to grow old with? Should I stay single? Things like that really.

I think a lot of these thoughts are happening because it’s now dawned on me that I’m not getting any younger and perhaps these paths should have been lined out earlier. To be honest I’m scared to turn around and realise that my entire life has passed by and I’ve not accomplished anything and just meandered through life just staying afloat.

As I write this I can hear my Dad’s saying which I use in such situations “You can never drown in shit!” I asked him once what he meant when he uses it, and he just turned to me and said “no matter how much crap happens around you, and it can build up and up, till it’s underneath your nose. You realise that you won’t physically fall under, cause who wants to drown in shit” I think the real meaning behind it is that there’s always a way out of a problem, all it takes is you to realise and work out what you need to do to sort it. Now you can’t force change unfortunately, but you can try and steer it in a way that those decisions are achievable.

I still think blogging is a good thing for me, so I can express feelings or working out what I’m doing, where I’m going, or what I need to do to get there. At the end of the day and I think this is where I lost interest in blogging and it was the fact I wasn’t writing for myself. Most of what I wrote was me saying “people will find that interesting” or “other people are talking about this, maybe I should”. The other problem is that I was pushing it onto other people (mainly my Facebook friends….who I should apologise too). This should be more for me rather than anyone else.

I do hope i can keep this up even if its just for me, myself and I. The only snag is that i don’t know what i want right now with anything.

So here I am, which way I should go…..sadly only I’m the only one who can decide.

Signing off, but hopefully not for long. LLAP


My Blog – Episode 3 – Still not good at this blogging, am i??

Well It’s been a while, hasn’t it?

It’s been a good few weeks since I last wrote a personal blog post. I’ve been fairly busy and distracted with the usual ‘life’ things. To be honest (as you can clearly see) I’ve not been active on here at all. Now, I could make an excuse of which I can come up with many, but there really isn’t one. So apologies but if we can all just ignore this break in transmission that took place, that would be great 😛

So what have I been up to? Well….mainly work if I’m honest. However, I’ve been on a small adventure.

Myself and my Dad attended a stag weekend in beautiful town of Windermere in the Lake District. The weekend Son-in-Law (to be) of my Dads oldest and closest friend, and was “meant” to be a quiet and civilised weekend for the Dad’s and Lad’s to get to know each other. It was 3 glorious days, and I mean glorious, as we had cracking weather for the time of year. Much ale was drank, all was merry, and my Dad and his friend reminisce about growing up together and much more which is always nice to see them do. We stayed in The Windermere Hotel, which was pleasant had some wonderful views and was more than adequate to put one’s drunken head down after a night out.

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On the way home from the Stag weekend, me and my Dad decided to take the long way home and follow the coast round through Morecambe, Blackpool, Southport and then home to The Wirral. On the way home we discovered a motor museum.

The Lakeland Motor Museum (https://www.lakelandmotormuseum.co.uk/) was a fantastic discovery and holds an impressive collection of Motor vehicles, Motor Bikes, Bicycles as well as a plethora of motor paraphernalia. It also has an exhibition of Sir Malcolm and Donald Campbell’s Bluebirds (located inside another building on the museum site). All-in-all it was a very impressive museum, and the cost of entry was only £8.50 (for an adult) which was a bargain. Our original estimate of an hour to look around eventually finished up being almost 3 hours.

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And that was that, that was the small but enjoyable adventure I had. Hopefully this is going to be the start of many more adventures.

In other (but blogging-centric) news. I have seen a quite a few films recently (which I think I might blog about separately), as well as TV shows (some new, some old – again I am in the process of writing a few post about them), and games (which, as you can guess by now will be blogged about). I’m also working on ways to push my blog posting count a little more than once in a blue moon.

One last thing which I am a little apprehensive to write about (hence why I’ve decided to tease you all), but at the same time I want to at least try and write something about it, so I’ll just leave it by letting you in on what my next personal blog post is going to be titled. Episode 4 – There’s someone special out there for everyone!

Till next time, keep on trucking!

Tell your friends I have a blog….and repeat it at any opportunity possible, they’ll love you for it! 😉

(Iris Wipe and cue Star Wars end credit theme!!)